I posted something last week that was just too painful for me to leave public so I hid it. It is still on the blog so I read it everytime I am masquerading as blog admin. But I just cannot allow it to be public yet. The few people I have been able to share this with have been so supportive. I am beginning to believe that tough times help you to discover who your real (soul mate types) friends are.
It is funny how life seems to roll along and then things take a turn that leads you to a place you didn’t want to go. Even though you may know deep down what is coming you hope, sometimes blindly, that the road will straighten out (construction ahead!) or that the turn it takes doesn’t go where you think (know) it does. But reality is a bitch sometimes.